tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15452477345641504062024-02-20T14:31:15.993-05:00Write Down To ItWritings of a twenty something trying to find herselfBahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.comBlogger60125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-84312370333291484512009-07-20T15:16:00.006-04:002009-07-20T15:23:21.781-04:00Back in Business<a href="http://500hats.typepad.com/.a/6a00d834517b5669e2010536fd33c4970c-800wi"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://500hats.typepad.com/.a/6a00d834517b5669e2010536fd33c4970c-800wi" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>It has been quite some time since I've even LOOKED at this blog let alone post on it, but I've been in a writing mood lately so *shrug* I wrote this poem today. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>**disclaimer** - I am not this depressed but the finger's did the type'n and this is what I came up with.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div><strong>Where has my happiness gone<br />A joyous façade has taken its place<br />I know not when they switched<br />I am at the point where I hardly know the difference<br /><br />It has vanished<br />Do I even miss it?<br />I can not tell<br />Nothing penetrates this new shell<br />Old memories erased<br />Leaving emptiness in its place<br /><br />The question must be asked<br />Was I ever happy in the first place?</strong></div><div><strong></strong> <br /><br /></div><div>I know I've said it before but I'll say it again, I will update this blog more.....</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-22887818861759651732009-04-06T07:42:00.008-04:002009-04-06T08:03:16.332-04:00Me<p><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/mcdbGxYX9es&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/mcdbGxYX9es&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />I keep trying to find out WHO I AM...and I can't get a grasp on it. So I figure the best way would be to make a list and see if it helps.....<br /></p><p align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#993399;"><strong>I'm the kind of person that doesn't expect much, if you don't expect much you can't be disappointed.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that holds things in and lets them fester instead of confronting the problem head on.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that can cry at the drop of a dime.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that smiles even though half the the time I don't want to.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that dreams big but plans small.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that will love you to death until you piss me off and then our relationship will never be the same.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that doesn't get angry too often.<br /><br />I'm the kind of person that thinks before I speak.<br /><br />I'm also the kind of person that thinks and worries too much.<br /><br />So this list isn't complete it's just a starting point on my journey to find out exactly who I am...Do you know who you are? And do you even care?<br /></strong></span></em></p>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-12246871685925062922009-02-12T08:33:00.004-05:002009-02-12T08:44:27.459-05:00QuoteNeeded a little more inspiration again today...<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><blockquote><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">"Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude<br />toward's us"<br /></span></strong></blockquote></span></strong><br /><br /><br /><br />Let's work on being happy...<br /><br /><br /><p></p><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 301px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 301px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://www.plyinteractive.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/03/smile_logo2.gif" border="0" /><br /><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote><br /></span><span style="font-size:180%;"></span>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-89109883086278541082009-02-10T07:42:00.003-05:002009-02-10T07:50:36.963-05:00Quote<a href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/181/464191298_6eec4678c2.jpg?v=0"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 500px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 375px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/181/464191298_6eec4678c2.jpg?v=0" border="0" /></a><br /><div>So I'm going to stop saying daily quote because of course this ish ain't always daily, lol. But this morning I was in need of quote to help me get through the day ( i know the day just started but it's one of those mornings). I am the kind of person to always complain about the something and I'm trying to work on the fault I have (it's not attractive) so this quote helped me somewhat. I needed to read this<br /><br /><br /><blockquote><br /><p><span style="font-size:180%;">"Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently"<br /></span></p><br /><blockquote><br /><p></p></blockquote></blockquote><br /><br /><br />I feel slightly better....</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-88472685354032066332009-01-08T12:03:00.002-05:002009-01-08T12:21:36.432-05:00Daily QuoteMy head...it hurts. It's been hurting since yesterday, it is one of those nagging headaches that linger to make you feel just really crappy. Like I need help in that department, anyway this quote usually makes me feel better<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">" Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be"</span></strong><br /><br /> ~Abraham Lincoln<br /><br />Time to make up my mind.Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-83988209001112897342009-01-07T09:33:00.000-05:002009-01-07T10:08:34.933-05:00The Game (rough draft)<a href="http://www.palmbeachpost.com/shared-blogs/palmbeach/cerabino/media/scoreboard.JPG"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 527px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 307px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://www.palmbeachpost.com/shared-blogs/palmbeach/cerabino/media/scoreboard.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>For most the score starts off tied 0-0, no one yet has the advantage. But for others they enter the game unlucky and already down by a large amount. This game has two halves and four quarters like most games, but that isn't where the similarities end. But this game is not like anything you have ever seen or been a part of before and you are not lucky enough to experience again.<br /><br />The first quarter is usually the hardest, trying to to feel out your opponent and figure out exactly what it's strengths are and what weakness you have. But this opponent has faced many a worthy adversary in it's time and rarely if at all can anyone say they have beaten it. Everyone comes into the game a rookie, some leave the game before they think it's their time and other's get the chance to play until the coach tells then to come out. Like with any game there are fouls and mistakes, but if you are lucky you have a good supporting cast to help you get through the game.<br /><br />This game however can not be played by one person however, you will need your teammates to help and assist you through the rough quarters. And when your opponent takes the lead, for it will most certainly take a lead you will need to rely heavily on your team. As with any game though it comes down having a good game plan and strategy, though the outcome of this game is already determined but the way you play lies in your hands.<br /><br />Life is the biggest game in the world, how do you play it? </div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-49400538292695637692009-01-07T09:12:00.001-05:002009-01-07T09:15:37.659-05:00Daily Quote<strong><span style="font-size:130%;">"If you have anything really valuable to contribute to the world it will come through the expression of your own personality, that single spark of divinity that sets you off and makes you different from every other living creature"</span> </strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>- Bruce Barton</strong>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-61132427128679293642009-01-06T16:40:00.003-05:002009-01-06T16:48:53.270-05:00I Really ShouldCheck for this blog more<br /><br />Check for this blog more<br /><br />Check for this blog more<br /><br />Check for this blog more<br /><br />Check for this blog more<br /><br />I figure if I type it enough times I'll do it. If I say it, it shall come to pass. Another one of my outlooks for 2009. We shall see how it works. Oh and I think I should finish my short-story too, lol.Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-60441981317893414692008-12-03T08:35:00.006-05:002008-12-03T08:46:20.373-05:00Horoscope ReadingsWhoa, sometimes these horoscope readings are dead on! I don't normally pay much attention to them but maybe I should. Here is my horoscope for today<br /><br /><br /><br /><blockquote><p><span style="color:#006600;">CANCER<br />June 22-July 22<br />Your emotions are a bit stronger than usual today while your family's feelings are more subdued. That could lead to friction if you aren't careful, so you should try to assume the best about them.</span></p><p></p><blockquote><p align="left"></p></blockquote></blockquote><span style="font-size:78%;"><strong>astrology.com</strong><br /></span><br /><br />That's crazy! If only you knew....It says to ASSume the best, you know what they say when you ASSume right? Yea I thought you might. But I will think positive today and try to not let my emotions get the best of me. Which is easier said than done.Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-7665816590358280082008-11-21T11:56:00.004-05:002008-11-21T12:21:09.525-05:00Questions<object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/RFcEc-UqppQ&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/RFcEc-UqppQ&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />You ever feel like crying but don't know why?<br /><br />You ever feel like the world is just closing in around you?<br /><br />You ever feel like no one understands you and you wonder if they ever will?<br /><br />Have you ever gotten so lost in your own mind you can't find your way out?<br /><br />Do you get to a point in your life where you say I will not be ignored?<br /><br />Do you close your eyes and wish to be anywhere else in the world?<br /><br />What do you do then?Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-81433595964840476012008-09-22T23:01:00.004-04:002008-09-22T23:25:32.575-04:00SuckingNo not that kind of sucking, get your mind outta the gutter and pass the butter. I felt the need to express myself right now at this exact moment.I don't really have much to talk about but I feel like rambling, so.<br /><br />I have a headache right now and that is what sucks, it's been nagging me for a few days now. What sucks even more is I don't know why I get these crappy headaches, yea I got stress but who doesn't these days? Been to the doctor he <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">say's</span> I'm fine but what do doctors know anyway.You know what else sucks? Working....No I guess I should say the work I do sucks, maybe I'm getting these headaches from the job. I have something else that sucks...Boys, men, males whatever they are in my life. They are all suckers and suck at sucking, all of them. And the last thing that sucks? Getting up early to go to the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">sucky</span> job <a title="angel smileys" href="http://www.mysmiley.net/free-angel-smileys.php"><img alt="angel smileys" src="http://img2.mysmiley.net/imgs/smile/confused/confused0068.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />I leave you with this quote....<br /><br />"I sometimes think words were created just for people to complain" or something like that..Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-84831420566549667092008-09-17T08:48:00.002-04:002008-09-17T08:57:52.717-04:00ThoughtsI think maybe I will switch around some things on this platform of my thoughts. And I might just finish that short story I did. I really have no excuse as to why I haven't finished it sooner but I don't know I just haven't felt like it. Really I haven't felt like doing much of nothing to be honest with you. It might have to do with the fact that I've stopped writing and getting all the crazy ramblings in my head out. I kind of feel better already just typing this. I don't know how to explain my connection to writing, it's been something I've been doing for as long as I can remember and for some reason I can better express myself through pen and paper or in this case keyboard and blog. My mind is a complex highway that hardly ever stops moving and to let it all sit in my head and marinate can't healthy. I think the first thing I'll change is the background and then perhaps work on the short story I can't seem to get my mind around.Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-53147249254923104102008-08-22T08:08:00.000-04:002008-08-22T08:10:04.377-04:00Open Your Eyes<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/kmyNTf81ne4&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/kmyNTf81ne4&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-81627238341314857902008-08-21T20:43:00.004-04:002008-08-21T21:05:22.686-04:00I am<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQHRCS8SFtwr1Yv1bhMC-kWXg1Gdp7kZADvauudceGcHtziPoavceFmWvZphLVTnlSHVYovhhOEBNflcNA4205EurqOjVTTRPKRotJ2LpeRzGGMesV5jAjEXRcfSzR26n4X0_bg4HLVMeS/s1600-h/orchids.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237140867161093282" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQHRCS8SFtwr1Yv1bhMC-kWXg1Gdp7kZADvauudceGcHtziPoavceFmWvZphLVTnlSHVYovhhOEBNflcNA4205EurqOjVTTRPKRotJ2LpeRzGGMesV5jAjEXRcfSzR26n4X0_bg4HLVMeS/s400/orchids.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center">Who am I?<br />A girl with flaws<br />who most times lives by her own laws<br />Trying to find life's purpose and her cause<br /><br />Who am I?<br />A girl that puts on a gleeful facade<br />All the while on the inside she is scarred<br />Yet will not show it because of her heart<br /><br />Who am I?<br />A lover who is alone<br />Who has no one to call her own<br /><br />Who am I<br />I am everything that I think I am.<br /><br /><br /><br /><object height="110" width="300"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/DGUr7lAB3r/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><br /><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/DGUr7lAB3r/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/kanyewest/music/hy1tXYV5/kanye_west_everything_i_am/">Everything I Am - <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Kanye</span> West</a></object></div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-31596542911404883192008-08-20T09:01:00.002-04:002008-08-20T09:08:49.624-04:00Blockage of A Writer<em>It's been about 2 weeks since I last left an entry here. Not to make excuses but I've had a serious writer's block and a case of the lazies (which I get often,lol). Another thing is the story I was working on After the Storm, I can not get the ending to work for me I made a mistake and started writing before I actually planned anything out. And now I have no clue as to where I want to go with it. But I've never been one to let something as small as a short story beat me, so I am continuing to work on it but it's taking more time than I thought. I hope you all can bear with me (all 2 maybe 3 of you, lol). Maybe I will be back today with a poem or prose.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Thanks.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>B.</em>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-58844354586524456332008-08-05T08:45:00.001-04:002008-08-05T08:45:00.842-04:00Double Daily Quote<em>I was missing in action yesterday..</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><strong>Monday</strong></em><br /><em></em><br /><div align="center">"A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor's book"</div><div align="center"> ~Irish Proverb</div><br /><strong>Today</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><div align="center"><strong>"</strong>Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself" </div><div align="center">~George Bernard Shaw</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left"><em>That last one is one I have to think on, because it's really true and I stay trying to find myself.</em></div><div align="center"> </div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-33070151004787780702008-08-01T08:45:00.001-04:002008-08-01T08:45:01.243-04:00Daily Quote<em>If this isn't the truth..</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">"Beginning is easy - continuing is hard"</div><div align="center">~ Japanese Proverb</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-33987723828834521652008-07-31T08:42:00.002-04:002008-07-31T08:43:40.407-04:00Daily Quote<div align="center"> </div><div align="center">"The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty" </div><div align="center">~ Winston Churchill</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-46920992007385916362008-07-30T08:55:00.003-04:002008-07-30T09:00:19.937-04:00Double Daily Quote<strong>Tuesday</strong><a href="http://www.quotationspage.com/quotes/Abraham_Lincoln/"></a><br /><br /><div align="center">"Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be" </div><div align="center">~ Abe Lincoln</div><br /><br /><strong>Today</strong><br /><br /><div align="center">" The most wasted of days is one without laughter" </div><div align="center">~ E.E Cummings</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-38886453574947515582008-07-28T09:19:00.001-04:002008-07-28T09:26:37.984-04:00Daily Quote<div align="center"> </div><div align="center">"Many people will walk in and out of your life,but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart" </div><div align="center">~ Unknown</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-68412635580173507772008-07-25T08:44:00.002-04:002008-07-25T08:48:20.052-04:00Daily Quote<div align="center">"Hope is a waking dream" </div><div align="center">~ Aristotle</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-79976834755765517822008-07-24T08:45:00.000-04:002008-07-24T08:45:01.066-04:00Daily Quote<em>This is something I think alot of people need to take notice of. Because if you ask me the world is going in the wrong direction.</em><br /><br /><br /><div align="center">"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter"</div><div align="center"> ~ Martin Luther King Jr.</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-35865769380834383572008-07-23T09:46:00.000-04:002008-07-23T09:46:00.669-04:00Other World<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG1_vF72kBwslAzmsndj6XhuYdo9CSJPiaPKn0q38l-wKrzUea5IWFlbCZQU_2rHKPjP2T5ffFF3r91RspyK0G-ThGtd9F0lQ12IdNGqaG4l5rJGa_nDlWcch_lWVKrepP7NuNQMJC_0w1/s1600-h/l_749966f379dc32e4c1b65420241b348b.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5226197962751172258" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG1_vF72kBwslAzmsndj6XhuYdo9CSJPiaPKn0q38l-wKrzUea5IWFlbCZQU_2rHKPjP2T5ffFF3r91RspyK0G-ThGtd9F0lQ12IdNGqaG4l5rJGa_nDlWcch_lWVKrepP7NuNQMJC_0w1/s400/l_749966f379dc32e4c1b65420241b348b.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I sit with Zen like meditation<br />Trying desperately to escape all my frustrations<br />Face in hand trying to come up with a master plan<br />To not let life beat me<br /><br /><br />I close my eyes and, my mind opens to another time<br />Somewhere very far yet so very near<br />My own personal dimension<br />Where I can escape life and its aggression<br /><br /><br />A system<br />A place<br />With no faults<br />Where life embraces you, with open arms<br />Somewhere that gives you a guide to follow<br />To be successful<br />To be happy<br />To look forward to tomorrow<br /><br /><br />Where no pain can hurt you<br />And only positive thoughts consume you<br />Everyday brings a smile to your face<br />Where happiness takes depression's place<br />Everything is right with the world<br /><br /><br />But then...<br />Would it really be life?<br />My mind's eye closes and I'm forced back to reality </div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-26995369453948096052008-07-23T08:45:00.000-04:002008-07-23T08:45:00.457-04:00Daily Quote<div align="center">"It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed" </div><div align="center">~ Theodore Roosevelt</div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1545247734564150406.post-27036273530986211802008-07-22T08:45:00.000-04:002008-07-22T08:48:28.980-04:00Daily Quote<em>Lately I guess i've been experiencing writer's block and I was super busy last week. But I promise to get back on the poem and prose tip.</em><br /><em></em><br /><div align="center">"The idle always have a mind to do something" ~Marquis De Vauvenargues </div>Bahamahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09155392830306480976noreply@blogger.com1