Whoa, sometimes these horoscope readings are dead on! I don't normally pay much attention to them but maybe I should. Here is my horoscope for today
astrology.comCANCER
June 22-July 22
Your emotions are a bit stronger than usual today while your family's feelings are more subdued. That could lead to friction if you aren't careful, so you should try to assume the best about them.
That's crazy! If only you knew....It says to ASSume the best, you know what they say when you ASSume right? Yea I thought you might. But I will think positive today and try to not let my emotions get the best of me. Which is easier said than done.
You ever feel like crying but don't know why?
You ever feel like the world is just closing in around you?
You ever feel like no one understands you and you wonder if they ever will?
Have you ever gotten so lost in your own mind you can't find your way out?
Do you get to a point in your life where you say I will not be ignored?
Do you close your eyes and wish to be anywhere else in the world?
What do you do then?
No not that kind of sucking, get your mind outta the gutter and pass the butter. I felt the need to express myself right now at this exact moment.I don't really have much to talk about but I feel like rambling, so.
I have a headache right now and that is what sucks, it's been nagging me for a few days now. What sucks even more is I don't know why I get these crappy headaches, yea I got stress but who doesn't these days? Been to the doctor he say's I'm fine but what do doctors know anyway.You know what else sucks? Working....No I guess I should say the work I do sucks, maybe I'm getting these headaches from the job. I have something else that sucks...Boys, men, males whatever they are in my life. They are all suckers and suck at sucking, all of them. And the last thing that sucks? Getting up early to go to the sucky job
I leave you with this quote....
"I sometimes think words were created just for people to complain" or something like that..
I think maybe I will switch around some things on this platform of my thoughts. And I might just finish that short story I did. I really have no excuse as to why I haven't finished it sooner but I don't know I just haven't felt like it. Really I haven't felt like doing much of nothing to be honest with you. It might have to do with the fact that I've stopped writing and getting all the crazy ramblings in my head out. I kind of feel better already just typing this. I don't know how to explain my connection to writing, it's been something I've been doing for as long as I can remember and for some reason I can better express myself through pen and paper or in this case keyboard and blog. My mind is a complex highway that hardly ever stops moving and to let it all sit in my head and marinate can't healthy. I think the first thing I'll change is the background and then perhaps work on the short story I can't seem to get my mind around.
A girl with flaws
who most times lives by her own laws
Trying to find life's purpose and her cause
Who am I?
A girl that puts on a gleeful facade
All the while on the inside she is scarred
Yet will not show it because of her heart
Who am I?
A lover who is alone
Who has no one to call her own
Who am I
I am everything that I think I am.
It's been about 2 weeks since I last left an entry here. Not to make excuses but I've had a serious writer's block and a case of the lazies (which I get often,lol). Another thing is the story I was working on After the Storm, I can not get the ending to work for me I made a mistake and started writing before I actually planned anything out. And now I have no clue as to where I want to go with it. But I've never been one to let something as small as a short story beat me, so I am continuing to work on it but it's taking more time than I thought. I hope you all can bear with me (all 2 maybe 3 of you, lol). Maybe I will be back today with a poem or prose.
Thanks.
B.
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