Pop open do my eyes, awaking from a deep sleep. Takes me a moment to gather myself while I realize the time, the dead of night. When most things are lost in sleep I lay awake..thinking..my mind moves at such a rampant rate, it's a wonder with my horrible direction i never get completely lost in it. Staring up at the ceiling, always am i analyzing life's meaning. What is my purpose, what was i put here to do? Questions i ask myself daily, answers I wonder if I'll ever know. Life is ever changing though, so might be my answers....... My eyelids start to get heavy and thoughtless dreams hover over me. I can feel the sleep surrounding me, but i know this conversation is never over. My mind and I will continue to have this battle but for tonight it is done. I will not wake again until i feel the sun.

4 comments:

"I will not wake again until I feel the sun"

^^^that line speaks to me...I can't explain why, but it does.

Its like it portents something...but there is a sense of finality to it as well..

May 28, 2008 at 12:17 PM  

Thanks O..

May 28, 2008 at 2:05 PM  

but you ain't deep right bammy?????? lol

May 29, 2008 at 11:37 AM  

That last part is deep whethere you meant it to be or not. To certain people who read it they can get a different meaning from your writing depending on what they are going through. It's universal. Thats awesome!

June 11, 2008 at 11:05 PM