I keep trying to find out WHO I AM...and I can't get a grasp on it. So I figure the best way would be to make a list and see if it helps.....
I'm the kind of person that doesn't expect much, if you don't expect much you can't be disappointed.
I'm the kind of person that holds things in and lets them fester instead of confronting the problem head on.
I'm the kind of person that can cry at the drop of a dime.
I'm the kind of person that smiles even though half the the time I don't want to.
I'm the kind of person that dreams big but plans small.
I'm the kind of person that will love you to death until you piss me off and then our relationship will never be the same.
I'm the kind of person that doesn't get angry too often.
I'm the kind of person that thinks before I speak.
I'm also the kind of person that thinks and worries too much.
So this list isn't complete it's just a starting point on my journey to find out exactly who I am...Do you know who you are? And do you even care?
The first quarter is usually the hardest, trying to to feel out your opponent and figure out exactly what it's strengths are and what weakness you have. But this opponent has faced many a worthy adversary in it's time and rarely if at all can anyone say they have beaten it. Everyone comes into the game a rookie, some leave the game before they think it's their time and other's get the chance to play until the coach tells then to come out. Like with any game there are fouls and mistakes, but if you are lucky you have a good supporting cast to help you get through the game.
This game however can not be played by one person however, you will need your teammates to help and assist you through the rough quarters. And when your opponent takes the lead, for it will most certainly take a lead you will need to rely heavily on your team. As with any game though it comes down having a good game plan and strategy, though the outcome of this game is already determined but the way you play lies in your hands.
Life is the biggest game in the world, how do you play it?
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I figure if I type it enough times I'll do it. If I say it, it shall come to pass. Another one of my outlooks for 2009. We shall see how it works. Oh and I think I should finish my short-story too, lol.
You ever feel like crying but don't know why?
You ever feel like the world is just closing in around you?
You ever feel like no one understands you and you wonder if they ever will?
Have you ever gotten so lost in your own mind you can't find your way out?
Do you get to a point in your life where you say I will not be ignored?
Do you close your eyes and wish to be anywhere else in the world?
What do you do then?
I think maybe I will switch around some things on this platform of my thoughts. And I might just finish that short story I did. I really have no excuse as to why I haven't finished it sooner but I don't know I just haven't felt like it. Really I haven't felt like doing much of nothing to be honest with you. It might have to do with the fact that I've stopped writing and getting all the crazy ramblings in my head out. I kind of feel better already just typing this. I don't know how to explain my connection to writing, it's been something I've been doing for as long as I can remember and for some reason I can better express myself through pen and paper or in this case keyboard and blog. My mind is a complex highway that hardly ever stops moving and to let it all sit in my head and marinate can't healthy. I think the first thing I'll change is the background and then perhaps work on the short story I can't seem to get my mind around.
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