A joyous façade has taken its place
I know not when they switched
I am at the point where I hardly know the difference
It has vanished
Do I even miss it?
I can not tell
Nothing penetrates this new shell
Old memories erased
Leaving emptiness in its place
The question must be asked
Was I ever happy in the first place?
No not that kind of sucking, get your mind outta the gutter and pass the butter. I felt the need to express myself right now at this exact moment.I don't really have much to talk about but I feel like rambling, so.
I have a headache right now and that is what sucks, it's been nagging me for a few days now. What sucks even more is I don't know why I get these crappy headaches, yea I got stress but who doesn't these days? Been to the doctor he say's I'm fine but what do doctors know anyway.You know what else sucks? Working....No I guess I should say the work I do sucks, maybe I'm getting these headaches from the job. I have something else that sucks...Boys, men, males whatever they are in my life. They are all suckers and suck at sucking, all of them. And the last thing that sucks? Getting up early to go to the sucky job 
I leave you with this quote....
"I sometimes think words were created just for people to complain" or something like that..
It's been about 2 weeks since I last left an entry here. Not to make excuses but I've had a serious writer's block and a case of the lazies (which I get often,lol). Another thing is the story I was working on After the Storm, I can not get the ending to work for me I made a mistake and started writing before I actually planned anything out. And now I have no clue as to where I want to go with it. But I've never been one to let something as small as a short story beat me, so I am continuing to work on it but it's taking more time than I thought. I hope you all can bear with me (all 2 maybe 3 of you, lol). Maybe I will be back today with a poem or prose.
Thanks.
B.
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