Back in Business

It has been quite some time since I've even LOOKED at this blog let alone post on it, but I've been in a writing mood lately so *shrug* I wrote this poem today.

**disclaimer** - I am not this depressed but the finger's did the type'n and this is what I came up with.

Where has my happiness gone
A joyous fa├žade has taken its place
I know not when they switched
I am at the point where I hardly know the difference

It has vanished
Do I even miss it?
I can not tell
Nothing penetrates this new shell
Old memories erased
Leaving emptiness in its place

The question must be asked
Was I ever happy in the first place?

I know I've said it before but I'll say it again, I will update this blog more.....