Write Down To It

I don't know why I over analyze the way I do. Maybe it's my desire to understand everything about life. But does anyone really understand life? My mind is always racing with thoughts that I can't help but think and choices I don't know if I should have made. Right now, at this stage in my life I can't get this saying out of my mind "the choices you make now will have an affect on you for the rest of your life." I try to live in the moment and when I do here comes my over analyzing mind wondering if I might have made a mistake. To tell the truth I hate thinking so much, it gives me headaches. But I love it cause it gives me a better understanding of myself. Which in the end is what is most important in life. So I guess I will continue this hate/love relationship till i don't need the love anymore. When that will be though I have no idea, with all this self analyzing and contemplation I'm still lost and confused.